As I start this journey over once again, I ask myself what is different?  How can I change the story?  Am I still looking for the fairytale ending?  Or am I wrapped up in the Romantic Comedy?  At least I’ve outgrown the Edgy 9 1/2 weeks mind playing storyline’s yet sexy and fun it leaves you empty.  For now I am on a more internal journey to discover my desires.  Outside of a relationship with others besides myself.

Finding what you desire sounds somewhat easy unless your me.  I have so many moments of interest from writing, photography, music, theory, counseling, alchemy, cooking.  But they all have one common thread which is capturing expressions with in myself.  Feeling the outcome wash through my body whether I’m eating my creation or singing it.  Feeling, Expressing & Receiving is the key to my narrowing down my path.

Now taking action is the challenge.  Although I realize I have already taken this step by writing this journal.  Actually giving yourself credit after an accomplishment whether big or small is a huge step to taking action.  As well a allowing yourself time to breath and feel your next step.  Patience has become my new best friend.  Well I’m learning how to coexist with having it around.